ok so this weekend me tiff bruce james and andrew went down the shore cause my dad got us a room at some wierd ass motel. we had soooo much fun. friday night we drank so much and everyone was wasted hahaha and we were up untill the sun rose, which was quite amazing. then we slept for like two hours on saturday...we were all just up watching tv and hangin around trying to find food hahaha then bruce passed out around 6 cause james and andrew went back home to go to the liquor store, so me and tiff walked to acme and did food shopping haha then came home and ate maddd food and then around 12 me bruce and tiff walked tothe boardwalk and came home, and bruce drank again and we all just hung out untill once again, the sun rose. it was so fcking pretty. i love wildwoooood<333333

i been reallllllllllllll sick the past few days like i have a fever and i have strept throat and my head always hurts, it sucks. so i haven't really done anything fun lately.

cept me and andrew had a slumber party! haha well basically it was just us being gay all night, like..we cooked and then watched shreck 2? and planned things for him to do for his girlfriend and it was fun.

then the next day i was sick so brittany came over and kept me company and her and james pampered me all day and made me food haha. today was the worsttttttttttt though i was seriously unable to move i dont even know how im typing right now. but the doctor gave me maddddddd medicine so hopefully ill be okay in a few days...

anywayss tomorrow little league has a show & they have one sunday too, and I won't miss either of them I don't care if Im' on my death bed. <33 we're meeting up with so many people tomoooorrrow. and if i see nicky money i think i'm gonig to rape him...

past week has basically been non-stop parrrrrtying. haha um i forgot my camera tho the past three days & we've been havin so much fun im pissed.

me andrew james lauren brittany jimmy and eddie and laurens parents wentt to some lake shit today and did all this wierd stuff it was so much fun we went on those tea cup things and abused the hell out of them we all spun it so fast and james like spit up we all almost puked hahah.

yooooo andrew said the wierdest thing a couple nights ago.. me him and tiff were sittin on my deck at like five in the morning talking for seriously like four hours (we do this too often_) haha and he goes " this table knows EVERYTHING about us " and me and tiff are just like wtf :x it was wierd i think you had to be there.. but it's true that table knows everyyy last thing about each of us.

anywaysss i think tonight we're either goin over laurens again or goin to deans. not sure.

i need a boy.
well i dont need one.

but i want one!

last night andrew lauren and brittany came over. we had a lot of fun as usual. it's so wierd it's like we're all related? cause they're all siblings then it's me and james and then james and lauren ahaha it's funny but i think it's why we get along so incredibly well. anyways..nothing real specific happened it was just a lot of fun..

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So far this summer is incredibleeee. I've already been down the shore like a zillion times & I'm still ready to go down way more I love it thereee. The last week I was there was soo much fun me james and andrew went down & then they left and i met up with a bunch of people and then nick and matt cameee and spent the night and then i met up with scottyyy & it was just like the perfect week cause everyone was down &yesterday me andrew jamie lauren and james went back to wildwood to go to the water parks..then we just sat on the deck basically all night and ryan and christian came overrrr.

James & Cassie broke up =\ it's kinda wierd but i'm happy for James, he can't be tied down like that & the age difference is way too drastic..& hes already talkin to someone else & i like her a lot better (for him) i still love cassie but i don't love the way she treats my brother at alllll.

i can't believe i'm moving so soon. we've been cleaning sooo much my house is like spotless and i dont even wanna move now cause it looks so pretty ahah but im actually pretty excited? cause likeee i need to change everything with me, i'm not where i wanna be and moving and going to a new school & just being away from this town will deffinitley help me outtt.

i can't believe i'm really starting to write in a journal again. what is that.